Not Him Anymore
words and music by Jackson Rohm

When you fall in love with a woman with a little girl
Youíre never quite prepared, for how it can change your world
Thirty seven years old, I never had a daughter
Guess I was more of an uncle than a father
But I loved her, and now no matter

How I try, I still think about her
From the moment I said goodbye to her mother
Hanging on and letting go, itís been a tug of war
And now Iím taking all her pictures off the refrigerator door
Cuz Iím not him anymore

Sometimes itís hard to believe, itís been well over a year now
That Iíve been kidding myself, but itís crystal clear now
That this is my reality and itís time that I face it
But itís hard to heal a broken heart thatís broke in two different places

No Matter how I try, I still think about her
From the moment I said goodbye to her mother
Hanging on and letting go, itís been a tug of war
And now Iím taking all her pictures off the refrigerator door
But Iím save Ďem for a rainy day in the bottom drawer
Cuz Iím not him anymore